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..Wait for love?
So let's do the math....
On any given day I will get hit on by men anywhere from 5-10 times, so that's 25 times a week, which is approx 100 times a month. So it amazes me..TRULY amazes me that I have the attention and "adoration" of all these men but when it comes down to the man I want, it just doesn't happen. This is not a feel-sorry-for-yourself-rant I'm merely noting the numbers.
It's amazing that I can be in a club with hundreds of attractive men and only one will catch my eye. Are these life's odds? I remember when I was younger my favorite movie was " My girl" and my favorite quote was from Jamie Curtis' character....
" You can put me in the room with 100 men and I'll not like any of them or you can put me in the room with just one
man and he's the one"
I swear, even at he tender age of 11 Jamie was speakin my words. There is one guy I could marry, well actually there are two guys that I could marry right now hands down. Neither of them will give me the time of day. I will never admit who these two special guys are, they are in my past. But if I do happen to end up with one of them I will definitely admit if he was the "one." I'll give hints...one guy is my IBM ( ideal black man) and the other guy was just something new a slight step out of the norm and unlike any guy I've dated. I'm not nor have I ever been in love with the IBM but I just know I could fall for him. I felt strongly for something new don't think I've ever told him, don't think I ever will. I'm takin it to the grave folks.
Sometimes I question if God is messin with me. Or maybe I am in my own way?
Like I've said the numbers astound me, but I will continue to wait for love and [hopefully] get the love that I've been missing=)
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| | Posted 6/15/2006 1:11 AM - 17 Views - 14 eProps - 7 comments
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